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Saturday, February 28, 2004
i miss him. i almost cried in church today. could feel tears in my eyes but i held them back. i can't feel his presence anymore. he's right there opposite me but i just can't feel him. i feel as though there's no meaning to life now. i lack love. i'm loving but not loved in return. i need to be loved or else i will go crazy. i'm already slowly going crazy. i need all the love i can get. the presence of love is just not here...
+pRiNcEsS+ still crying _i'm in love with love  I've been letting you down, down Girl I know I've been such a fool Giving in to temptation I should have played it cool The situation got out of hand I hope you understand It can happen to anyone of us Anyone you think of Anyone can fall Anyone can hurt someone they love Hearts will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake It can happen to anyone of us Say you will forgive me Anyone can fail Say you will believe me I can't take, my heart will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake A stupid mistake She was kind of exciting A little crazy I should've known She must have altered my senses 'Cos I offered to walk her home The situation got out of hand I hope you understand It can happen to anyone of us Anyone you think of Anyone can fall Anyone can hurt someone they love Hearts will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake It can happen to anyone of us Say you will forgive me Anyone can fail Say you will believe me I can't take, my heart will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake A stupid mistake Stupid mistake She means nothing to me Nothing to me I swear every word is true Don't wanna lose you The situation got out of hand I hope you understand It can happen to anyone of us Anyone you think of Anyone can fall Anyone can hurt someone they love Oh yeah hearts will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake It can happen to anyone of us Say you will forgive me Anyone can fail Say you will believe me I can't take, my heart will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake Anyone can fall Anyone can hurt someone they love Oh yeah hearts will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake A stupid mistake oh gawd. ths song just reminds me of the time when jeffrey went stead with another girl behind my back. if this was the way he thought at that time, and the me at that time was the me now, i will definately break up with him. i mean this reason is so bleh. excuses. but it's really very touching ok. i also derno. haha. =P but i really like the lyrics and the song. it made me cry when i was singing it. i really cried. cos it brought back bad but sweet memories. cos i rmbed that time he told me that, i was crying. ignoring him. but in the end i couldn't stand it and i hugged him and cried on his shoulder. and he was like sorta crying also and comforting me and saying sorry.. i mean there was no reason to break up with him. what's passed has passed. he said it was only for two days. then he realised he was doing something wrong and broke up with that girl. i should forgive him since he told me. he was truthful. but after that, he made me feel so insecure. i know i should trust him. but... i'm just not able to do that.. and now? the feeling just seems to be not there anymore. we seem to be drifting further and further apart. i know i love him. but i can't feel his love for me anymore. and becos of that, i quarrel with him over little things. i just feel so insecure now. but i don't wannt lose him.. i miss him... +pRiNcEsS+ CrYiNg _i'm in love with love -sigh- i'm bored. and heartbrokened... +pRiNcEsS+ sighing _i'm in love with love |
